I had a dream that I killed a guy I was dating (not in real life) but it was someone I knew in high school. I put him in a. Plastic bag and at my old house I hopped the fence to throw it down a river I put rocks in it to make it sink as well but the water was clear it was almost drinkable like a cleaning filtration system but it went down like the deep end for filtration. Then I freaked out and went to the police station so my parents had to. Be there and they had to ask us why we were there and I just said it’s bc I told him I was going to kill my sled when he was breaking up with me which isn’t a crime but I still said that bc I freaked out. During that time my parents had no idea why we were there so they kept trying to look at my paper to see what I was writing and the officer was talking but he would turn around sometime and my dad and mom would peek to see what I was writing. Finally he leaves and says he’s going to go check the camera to see if we were talking and we left it was fine but I was worried then I kept trying to look on the internet where that stream was going but I hesitated since it was a public browser and even on private ones I didn’t trust it.
Dreams about violence, especially towards someone close to you, can be disturbing and may evoke feelings of guilt or confusion. Here's a possible interpretation of your dream:
Suppressed Emotions: Killing someone in a dream often symbolizes the desire to eliminate certain feelings, memories, or aspects of a relationship. In your case, this may reflect unresolved emotions related to the guy you were dating or a fear of losing control over your feelings during a breakup.
Transformation and Letting Go: The act of putting the body in a bag and throwing it in a river can signify a desire to let go of the past or an old version of yourself. Water often represents emotions and the subconscious, and the clear water suggests that you may have a desire for clarity and purification in your emotional life.
Fear of Judgment: Your interactions with the police and your parents may indicate a fear of being judged or misunderstood in your waking life. It can represent anxiety about how others perceive your relationships and the decisions you make.
Conflict and Guilt: The dialogue where you mention your past comment about killing your sled could symbolize a conflict between your thoughts and actions. You may feel guilty about feelings you've expressed or actions you've considered, even if they're merely theoretical or spoken in anger.
Public vs. Private Self: The concern over searching for the stream on a public browser signifies paranoia about being exposed or judged. This may reflect your feelings about privacy and wanting to keep certain thoughts or actions hidden from others.
Overall, this dream could be reflecting an internal struggle with emotions, anxiety about relationships, and a desire for emotional clarity. It might be beneficial to explore any recent feelings of loss, frustration, or fear regarding relationships to gain further insight.